Reddit后续：我以为“H药”只试一次没事，结果毁掉了整个
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| 时间 | 英文 | 中文 |
|---|---|---|
| 0:00 | Welcome back to a new video guys. | 欢迎回到一个新的视频家伙。 |
| 0:01 | Today we have one of the best Reddit stories ever posted to Reddit. | 今天,我们有 最好的Reddit故事之一 发布到Reddit。 |
| 0:07 | I've heard about this story before. | 我听说过这个故事 |
| 0:08 | I've heard people mention it. | 我听说过有人提到它。 |
| 0:09 | I've heard people talk about it. | 闻众议论. |
| 0:10 | But I've never actually read it myself or listened to it at all. | 但我从未亲身读过或听过 |
| 0:14 | So this would be a completely new experience for me and I hope for you too. | 所以这对我来说是全新的经历 我也希望你也能这样 |
| 0:18 | And it's pretty much about a guy who, how do I say this, started taking very hard substance, | 这几乎是一个家伙 谁,我怎么说, 开始采取非常硬的物质, |
| 0:27 | a hard, hard substance to prove that, oh, you can't get addicted and he got addicted. | 很难,很难证明, 哦,你不能上瘾和他上瘾。 |
| 0:33 | So I told you, what did I tell you? | 所以我告诉你,我告诉你什么? |
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| 序号 | 英文 | 中文 |
|---|---|---|
| 1 | Welcome back to a new video guys. | 欢迎回到一个新的视频家伙。 |
| 2 | Today we have one of the best Reddit stories ever posted to Reddit. | 今天,我们有 最好的Reddit故事之一 发布到Reddit。 |
| 3 | I've heard about this story before. | 我听说过这个故事 |
| 4 | I've heard people mention it. | 我听说过有人提到它。 |
| 5 | I've heard people talk about it. | 闻众议论. |
| 6 | But I've never actually read it myself or listened to it at all. | 但我从未亲身读过或听过 |
| 7 | So this would be a completely new experience for me and I hope for you too. | 所以这对我来说是全新的经历 我也希望你也能这样 |
| 8 | And it's pretty much about a guy who, how do I say this, started taking very hard substance, | 这几乎是一个家伙 谁,我怎么说, 开始采取非常硬的物质, |
| 9 | a hard, hard substance to prove that, oh, you can't get addicted and he got addicted. | 很难,很难证明, 哦,你不能上瘾和他上瘾。 |
| 10 | So I told you, what did I tell you? | 所以我告诉你,我告诉你什么? |
| 11 | Didn't I tell you? | 我不是告诉过你吗? |
| 12 | Cause I told you and when did I tell you a long time ago? | 因为我告诉你了 我什么时候告诉你的? |
| 13 | And what did I say? | 我说了什么? |
| 14 | What happened when I told you exactly what just happened? | 刚才发生什么了? |
| 15 | And also he was answering questions in the comments. | 他还在评论中回答了问题。 |
| 16 | So we'll read the comments. | 因此,我们将阅读评论。 |
| 17 | We'll see what people were asking. | 我们看看人们问的是什么 |
| 18 | If you guys were asking similar questions after reading something, we'll see what he answered. | 如果你们在读完东西后 问了类似的问题 我们就看看他回答了什么 |
| 19 | Like, oh, how do you feel? | 感觉怎么样? |
| 20 | What about this, this, this? | 这个,这个,这个? |
| 21 | So we'll read his story and then read his comments and then judge it ourselves. | 所以我们读他的故事,然后读他的评论,然后自己判断. |
| 22 | Let's get started. | 让我们开始吧。 |
| 23 | The saga of an average guy who spontaneously decides to try heroin once only to struggle with addiction for multiple years. | 一个自发地决定尝试一次海洛因的普通人 只会与成瘾斗争多年 |
| 24 | Okay, so there are some trigger warnings for drug addiction and near death experience. | 好吧,所以有一些触发警告 对于吸毒和接近死亡的经历。 |
| 25 | So you guys have been warned. | 所以你们被警告了 |
| 26 | If you don't want to watch that, click off the video and just watch the next video or previous video. | 如果你不想看,请点击视频,只看下一部视频或之前的视频. |
| 27 | And I think I'll refer to the drug as H from now on because I'm not sure if YouTube is going to like demonetize this video or something. | 我想从现在开始我会把药物称为H, 因为我不确定YouTube是否会喜欢将这段视频或东西妖魔化。 |
| 28 | So I'll just call it H. | 所以我就叫它"H"("H") |
| 29 | Let's get into it. | 进曰. |
| 30 | I did H yesterday. | 我昨天做过H |
| 31 | I'm not a drug user and have never done anything besides pot back when I was a teen. | 我不是毒品使用者,我十几岁时除了大麻 从来没有做过任何事 |
| 32 | Ask me anything. | 问甚么. |
| 33 | This was September 14th, 2009 from the day of filming this video. | 这是2009年9月14日,从拍摄这段视频的那天开始. |
| 34 | That was 16 years, nine months and five days ago. | 这是16年,9个月零5天前。 |
| 35 | Almost almost 17 years ago, dude. | 差不多17年前了 伙计 |
| 36 | That's crazy. | 这太疯狂了 |
| 37 | This is a little long. | 这有点长。 |
| 38 | I have never been a drug user. | 我从来没吸毒过 |
| 39 | I drink once in a while and smoke pot a few years back when I was a teen in high school a few times and that's it. | 我偶尔喝酒,几年前在高中的时候抽大麻,有几次就是这样. |
| 40 | I'm 24 now, have a master's and a well-paying full-time job. | 我现在24岁了,有一份高手和高薪的全职工作. |
| 41 | Yesterday, I was walking through Washington Square Park where I pass every day and there are always people there looking to sell drugs. | 昨天,我走过华盛顿广场公园 在那里,我每天通过 总是有人在那里 寻找销售毒品。 |
| 42 | Not in the park anymore due to cameras, but it is well known you can meet a drug dealer there and do the transaction elsewhere these days. | 因为摄像头已经不在公园了 但众所周知 你最近可以去别的地方和毒贩见面 |
| 43 | They usually don't solicit drugs to you unless you stop to stand around near one of them for some reason or look like you're looking for something. | 他们通常不会向你们讨药 除非你停下来站在他们中间的某个地方 或看起来你在找什么 |
| 44 | Yesterday, I happened to stop by a row of benches to check my messages on my phone when a dealer on the bench to my right asked me if I need anything. | 昨天,我碰巧经过一排长凳 检查我手机上的信息, 当一个长凳上的商人问我是否需要任何东西。 |
| 45 | My life has been pretty boring the last few years and I feel like I haven't really lived, taken any risks or done anything crazy. | 过去几年来我的生活一直相当无聊,我觉得我并没有真正活着,没有冒过任何风险,也没有做任何疯狂的事情. |
| 46 | So I figured what the hell, maybe I'll buy some pot. | 所以我想,什么地狱, 也许我会买一些锅。 |
| 47 | It's been a while. | 好久不见 |
| 48 | Okay, I thought he was going to say maybe I should just buy some H. | 好吧,我想他会说 也许我应该只是买一些H。 |
| 49 | I'm like, okay. | 我像,好吗。 |
| 50 | I just thought that's what he would say. | 我只是觉得他会这么说 |
| 51 | I don't know. | 师曰. |
| 52 | I mean, it's legal like pretty much everywhere. | 我的意思是,这是合法 像几乎所有的地方。 |
| 53 | I don't think it's legal and was legal in 2009, but now it's legal. | 我不认为它是合法的,在2009年是合法的,但现在它是合法的. |
| 54 | I thought he was going to say never done any hard drugs. | 我以为他会说从不吸毒 |
| 55 | You have some H or some C and shit, but he's pretty tame. | 你有一些H或一些C和狗屎, 但他相当驯服。 |
| 56 | I need the drugs. | 我需要药物。 |
| 57 | I said, yeah. | 我说,是的。 |
| 58 | And after asking me several times if I'm a cop, he gives me his number and tells me to meet him at a fast food place several blocks away and he will hook me up. | 问了我好几次,如果我是警察, 他给我他的号码,告诉我在几个街区外的快餐店见他, 他会把我勾搭起来。 |
| 59 | I say all right and nervously check to make sure I have cash and go meet this shady looking dude. | 我说好吧 紧张地检查一下 确保我有现金 并去见见这个丑陋的帅哥 |
| 60 | We sit down and after hounding me asking if I'm a cop, he asks what I need. | 我们坐下来问我是不是警察后 他问我需要什么 |
| 61 | I tell him I just want a dime bag and he says something like, nah, sorry man. | 我告诉他我只要一毛钱包 他就会说... |
| 62 | I only sell half ounces. | 我只卖半盎司。 |
| 63 | You can take that and I've got some coke and H. | 你可以拿着,我还有可卡因和H |
| 64 | At this point, I didn't want to buy half an ounce of pot. | 此时,我不想买半盎司的大麻. |
| 65 | I probably never smoked more than an eighth in my life. | 我可能一辈子都没抽过超过八分之一的烟 |
| 66 | But then I started considering his last word, H. | 但后来我开始考虑他的最后一句话,H. |
| 67 | I've heard so much about it and how crazy addicted of it is and seen it in the movies and TV. | 我听说过很多关于它, 以及它是多么疯狂的上瘾 在电影和电视上看到它。 |
| 68 | I'm thinking The Wire here, one of my favorite shows, and it really started to intrigue me. | 我觉得《电线》是我最喜欢的节目之一 它真的开始让我感兴趣了 |
| 69 | I've always wondered what it would be like to do H. | 我一直想知道做H会是什么感觉 |
| 70 | Out of nowhere, I say I'll take the H and we do the deal there. | 不知何故,我说我会拿H 我们在那里做交易。 |
| 71 | I give him the cash under the table and he slides me a small order of fries with a little stamped wax baggie in it and then tells me to let him leave first. | 我给了他桌子下的现金 他给我滑了一小串薯条 里面有一小块印着蜡袋 然后让我先让他离开 |
| 72 | I put it in my pocket and then nervously race home. | 我把它放在我的口袋里 然后紧张地比赛回家。 |
| 73 | My heart racing, cannot believing what I just did. | 我的心在竞速,无法相信 我刚刚做了什么。 |
| 74 | I held onto that bag in my pocket, pump sweating the whole ride home. | 我把袋子放在口袋里, 抽汗回家。 |
| 75 | When I got home, I opened the bag and dumped some golden flakes and powder on my glass coffee table. | 回家后,我打开包,把一些金片和粉末扔到我的玻璃咖啡桌上. |
| 76 | At this point, I don't even know what to do. | 这时候,我甚至不知道该怎么办。 |
| 77 | I know you can snort heroin, but it looked all flaky. | 我知道你可以吸海洛因,但看起来一团糟 |
| 78 | So I tried to remember how they did it in the movies, but they always seem to inject it in the films. | 所以我试着记住他们在电影中是如何做到的, 但他们似乎总是在电影中注入。 |
| 79 | So I start Googling how to snort H like an idiot and do a little research on the stuff and how much to take. | 于是我开始学习如何像白痴一样吸H, 并研究一下这些东西和需要多少。 |
| 80 | Dude, this is so impulsive. | 这太冲动了 |
| 81 | I'm surprised this guy has like a boring, boring life as he says. | 我很惊讶这家伙有 像一个无聊,无聊的生活,他说。 |
| 82 | This is like the most impulsive thing who just goes one day and decides I'm going to do H. | 这就像最冲动的东西 谁只是走一天 决定我要去做H。 |
| 83 | That's crazy. | 这太疯狂了 |
| 84 | I used a card to get it into a fine powder and move a small bump to the side, which I inhaled through a dollar bill. | 我用卡片把它装进一个精细的粉末里,然后把一个小凸起移动到侧面,我用一块钱的钞票吸入了它. |
| 85 | I didn't feel anything yet, so I snorted a small line, which was essentially half the bag. | 我还没感觉到什么, 所以我吸了一小条线, 基本上一半的包。 |
| 86 | There was very little inside. | 里面几乎没有 |
| 87 | I waited and in a few minutes, I had the most pleasurable feeling of pure relaxation and bliss wash over me. | 我等了几分钟,我有了最愉快的感觉 纯粹的放松和幸福洗过我。 |
| 88 | I just sat there and everything felt amazing. | 我只是坐在那里,一切感觉惊人。 |
| 89 | I nodded off and it was great. | 我点头了,这是伟大的。 |
| 90 | I had the TV on, but wasn't paying attention. | 我开电视了,但没注意 |
| 91 | I must have sat around for four hours doing nothing, but feel total pleasure. | 我坐了四个小时没做什么 但感觉很愉快 |
| 92 | It was like a full body orgasm ten times that kept going on and on. | 这就像一个全身高潮 10次 一直持续下去。 |
| 93 | Hey, I'm not judging, but I would never never do this shit. | 嘿,我不是在评判, 但我永远不会这样做狗屎。 |
| 94 | Do such a thing. | 做这样的事情。 |
| 95 | Dude, this is why you don't even don't even try it. | 老兄,这就是为什么你甚至不 甚至不尝试它。 |
| 96 | Even if you think of a strong will, like you're strong minded. | 即使你想到一个坚强的意志, 就像你强烈的头脑。 |
| 97 | Bro, drugs are drugs. | 哥,毒品就是毒品,你应该知道 |
| 98 | Those are mind altering. | 这些是改变心意。 |
| 99 | Crazy. | 疯了 |
| 100 | When I would not off, it felt like I was in a pure conscious lucid dream like state. | 当我不离开时,感觉我就像在 一个纯粹有意识的清晰的梦中 像状态。 |
| 101 | Sometimes it felt like I was leaving my body. | 有时候感觉好像我要离开我的身体 |
| 102 | At this point, I did the rest of it and stayed up all night. | 此时,我完成了剩下的工作,并熬夜. |
| 103 | It must have been high for 10 hours straight. | 肯定有十个小时了 |
| 104 | I might have slept at one point. | 我可能睡过一觉 |
| 105 | It's hard to tell the difference when you not off and everything feels good regardless. | 很难分辨出有什么不同 当你不离开, 和一切感觉好,不管如何。 |
| 106 | Just the feeling of being under a blanket was amazing. | 只是感觉 被毯子下是惊人的。 |
| 107 | I was blown away by the power of this drug and just how orgasmic it felt. | 我被这药的威力吹走 感觉多么高潮 |
| 108 | I never understood why people did drugs before and got so hooked on them. | 我从来就不明白为什么人们以前吸毒 迷上了他们 |
| 109 | But now I see why. | 但现在我知道原因了 |
| 110 | I have the urge to do it again, but I will resist and not do it. | 我有再次这样做的冲动,但我会抵制而不是这样做。 |
| 111 | At least not for a long time. | 至少没有很长时间。 |
| 112 | I understand the addiction potential and how someone could easily tear apart their lives with this stuff. | 我理解成瘾的可能性 也理解人们如何用这些东西 轻易地撕裂他们的生活 |
| 113 | H is pure powdered pleasure. | H是纯粉色的乐趣。 |
| 114 | I actually feel proud of myself for having the balls to do something this crazy. | 实际上,我感到骄傲自己 有勇气做这样疯狂的事情。 |
| 115 | And I feel like I was and I feel like it was a valuable life experience and my window into another world and part of society. | 我觉得自己是,我感觉我是一个宝贵的生活经历, 我进入了另一个世界和社会的一部分。 |
| 116 | This is a slippery dangerous slope. | 这是一个滑动的危险坡。 |
| 117 | This is like really aw dude. | 这就像真正的Aw家伙。 |
| 118 | You clearly don't know who you're talking to. | 你显然不知道你在跟谁说话 |
| 119 | So let me clue you in. | 让我告诉你 |
| 120 | I am not in danger Skyler. | 我没有危险,斯凯勒 |
| 121 | I am the danger. | 我才是危险 |
| 122 | I mean we read the title so we know what happens and I kind of gave you a summary. | 我的意思是,我们读了标题 所以我们知道会发生什么 我有点给你一个总结。 |
| 123 | But this is this like you could just see him like from the very beginning. | 但从一开始你就能看到他这样 |
| 124 | He has this confidence. | 他有这种自信。 |
| 125 | I'm not going to do it. | 我不会这么做的 |
| 126 | You know, it was a good experience and he just talks about it. | 你知道,这是一个很好的经验 他只是谈论它。 |
| 127 | And then he probably just goes further and further down the rabbit hole of drugs. | 然后他可能只是走得更远 更远的兔子洞毒品。 |
| 128 | Edit. | 编辑。 |
| 129 | Please no more comments telling me I'm going to be a homeless addict dying of an overdose. | 请别再给我评论了 我要成为无家可归的瘾君子 死于吸毒过量 |
| 130 | Now don't lecture me with all of your misconceptions and lack of any real knowledge or experience about the drug. | 别用你所有的误解 和缺乏任何关于毒品的知识或经验来教训我 |
| 131 | I understand if you know someone who has been hurt by it, we all do. | 我理解,如果你知道有人 曾经受到它伤害, 我们都这样做。 |
| 132 | Any drug can ruin lives. | 任何药物都会毁掉生命 |
| 133 | Please ask me questions instead of trying to lecture me and do some research first before spewing lies. | 请问我问题 而不是试图教我 并先做一些研究 之前吹嘘谎言。 |
| 134 | Okay, now let's go ahead and let's read the comments. | 好吧,现在让我们去 阅读评论。 |
| 135 | Let's see the questions people were asking in the comments and let's ask some questions ourselves. | 让我们来看看人们在评论中提出的问题,让我们自己来问一些问题. |
| 136 | I'm seeing red flags all over your post like this. | 我看到你的帖子上满是红旗 |
| 137 | I have the urge to do it again, but I will resist and not do it. | 我有再次这样做的冲动,但我会抵制而不是这样做。 |
| 138 | At least not for a long time. | 至少没有很长时间。 |
| 139 | I actually feel proud of myself for having the balls to do something this crazy and I feel like it was a valuable life experience. | 实际上,我为自己有胆量做这种疯狂的事感到骄傲,我觉得那是一次宝贵的生活经历。 |
| 140 | The problem with opioid addiction is that it creeps up on you in such a subtle way that you won't notice it until you're already in deep. | 类阿片成瘾的症结在于 它以如此微妙的方式爬到你身上 直到你已经深陷其中 你才会注意到它 |
| 141 | When you find yourself planning out a schedule for using, you're already in trouble. | 当你发现自己计划了一个使用时间表, 你已经有麻烦了。 |
| 142 | When you're thinking about how good it felt, you're already in trouble. | 当你想到它有多好的感觉, 你已经陷入了麻烦之中。 |
| 143 | When you'll never forget the day you first tried it, you're already in trouble. | 当你永远不会忘记你第一次尝试的那一天, 你已经陷入了困境. |
| 144 | The only way to win is by not playing. | 唯一能赢的办法就是不玩 |
| 145 | I like that. | 我喜欢 |
| 146 | I祝 you. | |
| 147 | Oh dude honestly, if I was this guy, I would just go into a rehab and I know it's not severe, | 老实说,如果我是这个家伙, 我会只是去康复,我知道这不严重, |
| 148 | but I don't even know if rehab would help, but like get into like some sort of thing to like cut this off and stop it before it even starts because it's starting now, cut it off. | 但我甚至不知道康复会有什么帮助, 但是,就像像某种东西 喜欢切断它,并停止它 甚至开始之前,因为它开始现在,切断它。 |
| 149 | No, no, no, no, no. | No二别显. |
| 150 | Wait, wait, wait, wait. | 慢着,慢着 |
| 151 | I understand the addiction potential and how someone could easily tear apart their lives with this stuff. | 我理解成瘾的可能性 也理解人们如何用这些东西 轻易地撕裂他们的生活 |
| 152 | You have no fucking idea or you wouldn't have tried it to begin with. | 你根本不知道,否则你就不会开始尝试了 |
| 153 | I'm speaking from experience. | 我从经验说起 |
| 154 | OP replied, | 任择议定书答复说, |
| 155 | The fact that this is the top comment shows there is something wrong here. | 这是顶级评论的事实表明这里有些不对劲. |
| 156 | If you have read every original comment like I have, | 如果你像我一样读过所有原始评论 |
| 157 | you would see that this type of fear-mongering comment about how I'm doomed | 你会看到,这种 恐怖的恶作剧评论 关于我是如何注定的 |
| 158 | to be an addict posted by people who had a bad experience or couldn't handle it themselves | 成为瘾君子的人 谁有糟糕的经验 或无法应付自己 |
| 159 | makes up about half of everything posted. | 大约占所有贴文的一半 |
| 160 | It completely misses the point of I am a. | 它完全错过了点 我是一个。 |
| 161 | I don't want your intervention or concern for my well-being because you seeing warning signs | 我不希望你的干预 或关心我的福祉 因为你看到警告的迹象 |
| 162 | make your own I am a about being an addict if you want to lecture people. | 让你自己成为一个瘾君子 如果你想教训别人 |
| 163 | I encourage people to sift through the real discussion. | 我鼓励人们通过真正的讨论来筛选。 |
| 164 | I know there is a lot of shit like this to weigh through, | 我知道有很多这样的狗屎 来权衡, |
| 165 | but there is some interesting actual questions and answers in here. | 但这里有一些有趣的实际问答。 |
| 166 | Since this doesn't ask me anything, I'll ask some questions. | 既然这不问我什么 我就问几个问题 |
| 167 | What are you trying to achieve with your experiment? | 你想用实验来达到什么目的? |
| 168 | Are you doing it to prove something to yourself? | 你这样做是为了证明自己吗? |
| 169 | Are you doing it to prove to people that the drug propaganda is mostly bullshit? | 你这样做是为了向人们证明毒品宣传主要是胡说八道吗? |
| 170 | What other drugs apart from C are you planning to try? | 除了C,你还打算尝试什么药物? |
| 171 | For the record, I think that all drugs including H should be illegal. | 郑重声明,我认为包括H在内的所有毒品都应该是非法的. |
| 172 | Oh, should be legal. | 哦,应该是合法的。 |
| 173 | It's nobody's place to tell other people what to do, | 没人能告诉别人该怎么做 |
| 174 | but it's everyone's place to offer advice and public discussion. | 但每个人都可以提供建议和公开讨论 |
| 175 | Okay, well, Opie and that guy were just arguing. | 好吧 Opie和那个家伙在吵架 |
| 176 | They weren't really asking any questions. | 他们没问任何问题 |
| 177 | So let's try to find some actual good questions. | 所以,让我们尝试 找到一些真正的好问题。 |
| 178 | Someone said not a question, just a suggestion based on knowledge gained from years as an H addict. | 有人说,不是一个问题,只是一个基于多年从H瘾君子身上学到的知识的建议。 |
| 179 | Don't do it again, ever. | 别再这样了 |
| 180 | There is nothing so terrible in this world as H withdrawals. | 世上没有什么比H退出更可怕的了 |
| 181 | It takes doing H every day or every other day for about two to three months to get your first habit, | 每天或每隔一天做H 大约两到三个月 才能得到你的第一个习惯 |
| 182 | but that time goes by real fast when you are H. | 但当你是H时,时间会很快 |
| 183 | Just leave it alone, seriously. | 别管它,真的 |
| 184 | Okay, it's been a minute. | 好吧,已经一分钟了。 |
| 185 | There was a lot of construction noise outside, so I was just waiting, | 外面有很多建筑噪音 所以我在等 |
| 186 | but let's get back into it. | 但让我们回到它。 |
| 187 | Now, let's try to find some of the questions people are asking | 现在,让我们试着 找出一些问题 人们问 |
| 188 | because I'm kind of curious to see how Opie responds. | 因为我很想知道Opie的反应 |
| 189 | You seem very literate and self-conscious. | 你看起来很识字,很自觉 |
| 190 | Can you please describe this sensation in more detail? | 你能详细描述一下这种感觉吗? |
| 191 | What kind of pleasure did you feel? | 你感到什么样的快乐? |
| 192 | How did it affect your state of mind and train of thought? | 它如何影响你的思想状态和思维? |
| 193 | Can you compare it to any familiar sensation in quality, not intensity? | 你能把它和任何熟悉的感官 质量,而不是强度进行比较吗? |
| 194 | Opie回答说: | |
| 195 | For now, I'll just say it's a full body orgasm that lasts eight to 10 hours | 现在,我只能说,这是一个完整的身体高潮 持续8到10小时 |
| 196 | where you get lost in yourself and the overwhelming sense of pleasure. | 在那里你迷失了自己 和压倒性的快乐感。 |
| 197 | So I guess it's just like a really intense pleasure that you feel. | 所以我猜这就像一个非常强烈的乐趣,你感到。 |
| 198 | Okay. | 摆 |
| 199 | Stop it. | 别说了 |
| 200 | Get some help. | 找人帮忙 |
| 201 | Test450评论, | |
| 202 | Just wanted to let you know you sound exactly like I did when I first did Dope. | 只是想让你知道 你的声音完全像我第一次做 Dope的时候一样 |
| 203 | Same optimistic and sense of control that us thrill seekers have. | 和我们寻求刺激的人一样乐观和有控制感 |
| 204 | Smart enough to rationalize and study exactly what was going on. | 聪明到可以合理 研究到底发生了什么 |
| 205 | That was over $500,000 ago. | 这是超过50万年前。 |
| 206 | I was a CIO and built a very successful company while hiding track marks. | 我是一个CIO,并建立了一个非常成功的公司 同时隐藏了轨迹。 |
| 207 | Eventually it all fell apart. | 最终一切崩溃了 |
| 208 | I OD'd several times and now I steal from my best friend and I hate myself. | 我嗑了好几次药 现在我偷了我最好的朋友的钱 我恨我自己 |
| 209 | Are you serious? | 你是认真的吗? |
| 210 | Damn. | 该死 |
| 211 | So you can see really the two sides. | 这样你就能看到真正的两面。 |
| 212 | I really don't see any, any positive or any like benefit of trying dope and drugs. | 我真的看不出任何,任何阳性 或任何类似的好处 尝试毒品和毒品。 |
| 213 | Really, I think this is a bad, bad, bad, bad decision over everything. | 真的,我认为这是 一个坏,坏,坏,坏的决定的一切。 |
| 214 | You just heard that guy, extremely successful CIO, like all that stuff, | 你刚刚听到那个家伙, 非常成功的CIO, 像所有的东西, |
| 215 | lost half a million dollars. | 损失50万美元. |
| 216 | Now he steals from his best friend because he's a drug addict. | 现在他偷了他最好的朋友的钱 因为他是个瘾君子 |
| 217 | It's just so terrible. | 这太可怕了 |
| 218 | Someone asked, hypothetically, if you were to become addicted, | 有人问,假设, 如果你要上瘾, |
| 219 | what would be the first thing you pawn off for money? | 你为了钱而抢走的第一件事是什么? |
| 220 | Opie评论道: | |
| 221 | I don't know. | 师曰. |
| 222 | I have a lot of valuable possessions, maybe an extra computer sitting around. | 我有很多珍贵的东西 也许还有一台电脑 |
| 223 | Probably, probably my DSLR and I wouldn't bring it to a pawn shop. | 可能,也许我的DSLR和我不会把它带到当铺。 |
| 224 | Craigslist. | 克雷格名单。 |
| 225 | So when I was commented, was there a bad hangover? | 所以当我被评论时,有没有宿醉? |
| 226 | Opie说没有。 | |
| 227 | Nope. | 没有 |
| 228 | I feel very refreshed today. | 我今天感觉很爽 |
| 229 | Very dangerous waters. | 非常危险的水域。 |
| 230 | Onto the questions. | 问讯. |
| 231 | How often do you find yourself thinking about your experience since you use? | 自用后,你多久会想到自己的经历? |
| 232 | Did you feel any negatives? | 你感觉到什么阴性了吗? |
| 233 | Did you feel any negative effects stemming from your use? | 你是否感觉到任何负面影响 从你的使用? |
| 234 | Physical or mentally? | 身体上还是精神上? |
| 235 | Why would you consider doing it again? | 你为什么考虑再来一次? |
| 236 | Opie回答说: | |
| 237 | No negative effects. | 没有负面影响。 |
| 238 | Posting here and getting the responses I did has removed | 在这里张贴和得到的回音 我已经删除了 |
| 239 | any mental guilt I had or doubts about the decision. | 任何我的精神内疚 或怀疑的决定。 |
| 240 | It is really all the ignorant and dickish posts that tell me | 真的是那些无知和阴险的文章告诉我的 |
| 241 | I'm an effing a-hole for trying it and that made me realize I didn't make a decision I regret. | 我尝试了它,让我意识到 我没有做一个决定 我后悔。 |
| 242 | So thank them for that. | 因此,感谢他们。 |
| 243 | Why consider doing it again? | 为什么考虑再来一次? |
| 244 | The same reason you continue to use C. | 和你继续使用C的原因一样 |
| 245 | So a lot of people in the comments are either completely against Opie saying | 所以评论中很多人 要么完全反对Opie说 |
| 246 | really stupid, kind of berating him, telling him he made a mistake, | 非常愚蠢 有点夸张 告诉他他犯了错误 |
| 247 | he's going to get addicted, all this stuff. | 他会上瘾的 这一切 |
| 248 | Like, oh, let me know when you become a homeless drug addict. | 比如,哦,让我知道 当你成为一个无家可归的瘾君子。 |
| 249 | And a lot of people are also telling their own personal stories where | 很多人也在讲述他们自己的个人故事 |
| 250 | this sounds exactly what they went through and they turn into drug addicts. | 这听起来正是他们经历的 他们变成了吸毒者。 |
| 251 | And people are just sharing their stories. | 人们只是分享他们的故事。 |
| 252 | A lot of people are also saying, oh, try new drugs, try new this, that, that, that. | 很多人也在说,哦,试试新药, 试试新药,那,那,那。 |
| 253 | And yeah, there wasn't really any good questions, I would say. | 是的,没有什么好的问题,我会说。 |
| 254 | It was mostly just people either berating him | 大多只是别人对他发牢骚 |
| 255 | or him being really defensive in the comments. | 或者他在评论中是真正的防守。 |
| 256 | Why did you, what you did was not nice. | 你怎么了,你所做的不好吗? |
| 257 | Opie describes it as very, very enjoyable, like euphoric, like orgasm, | Opie形容它非常, 非常愉快, 喜欢兴奋, 像高潮, |
| 258 | like 10 hours long, like pleasure. | 像10小时长, 像快乐。 |
| 259 | What? | 你说什么? |
| 260 | Bro, what are you talking about, man? | 兄弟,你在说什么? |
| 261 | So I mean, when you describe it like that, obviously it sounds intriguing, | 我的意思是,当你这样描述它, 显然它听起来很有趣, |
| 262 | but when you think about, when you look at someone that's addicted to drugs, | 但当你想到, 当你看着一个瘾君子, |
| 263 | that should be enough for you to never, ever, ever want to do that. | 这应该足够让你永远,永远,永远,永远想做到这一点。 |
| 264 | Now on to update two. | 现在进行更新2。 |
| 265 | Let's read it. | 师便诵. |
| 266 | Update two. | 更新二. |
| 267 | I don't regret this at all. | 我一点都不后悔 |
| 268 | And I see a lot of talk about how C isn't as bad as H | 我看见很多关于C有多糟糕的说法 |
| 269 | and people telling anyone considering trying a hard drug to do coke instead. | 人们告诉任何人 想尝试一种硬药物 做可卡因代替。 |
| 270 | I've known and seen a lot of heavy coke users, | 我见过很多重可卡因使用者 |
| 271 | many who have become addicted and OD'd. | 很多吸毒成瘾的人 |
| 272 | And I find it disturbing that people think coke is acceptable | 我发现这令人不安的是,人们 认为可乐是可以接受的 |
| 273 | because some higher class circles find it socially acceptable. | 因为一些更高阶层的人 认为它是社会上可以接受的。 |
| 274 | I'm thinking the young Wall Street and college crowds here | 我想华尔街的年轻人 和大学的人群 |
| 275 | who associate it with money and being cool | 谁把它与钱 和冷静 |
| 276 | and is easily manageable to use for recreation. | 并且很容易用于娱乐。 |
| 277 | While society tells them that H is for the poor and destitute | 当社会告诉他们,H是穷人和穷人 |
| 278 | and leads to automatic addiction and suffering. | 并导致自动成瘾和痛苦。 |
| 279 | So I plan to try see the next chance I get | 所以我打算试试下次的机会 |
| 280 | and compare the two in terms of effects and experience. | 并比较两者的效果和经验。 |
| 281 | Doing H was memorable and life-changing, | 做H是难忘和改变生命, |
| 282 | and I know I can handle anything once. | 我知道我能处理任何事情一次。 |
| 283 | I've done my research on coke and know the risks. | 我研究过可乐,知道风险 |
| 284 | So if anyone has any questions or opinions on that matter, feel free to chime in. | 所以,如果有人对此事有任何疑问或意见,请随意。 |
| 285 | Whether it is to tell me I'm an effing idiot or to give me advice, whatever. | 不管是说我是个白痴 还是给我建议 |
| 286 | This is an experiment after all and an adventure in life. | 毕竟这是个实验 也是人生的冒险 |
| 287 | I'll report back once I try it. | 我一试就报告 |
| 288 | Okay, so we have an update two weeks later. | 两周后我们有最新消息 |
| 289 | Two weeks ago, I tried H once for fun and made an Ask Me Anything. | 两周前,我试过一次H的乐趣 并做了一个问我任何东西。 |
| 290 | I have been using since and shot up for the first time today. | 我从此开始使用,今天第一次用枪。 |
| 291 | (原始内容存档于2009年9月27日). Ask Me Anything, September 27, 2009. | |
| 292 | Wednesday night update. | 星期三晚间最新消息. |
| 293 | Fuck, I'm still withdrawing, throwing up and sweating out gallons of sweat. | 操,我还在退缩,呕吐和流汗 |
| 294 | I really want to use and relapse right now. | 我现在真的想用和复发。 |
| 295 | I know I shouldn't. | 我知道我不应该。 |
| 296 | These urges are so strong and overpowering. | 这些冲动是如此强大和压倒性。 |
| 297 | Please help me if you can before I get the chance to. | 请帮助我,如果你可以 在我有机会之前。 |
| 298 | Oh, wow. | 哦,哇呜。 |
| 299 | Okay, this spiraled quick, dude. | 好吧,这个螺旋状快速,伙计。 |
| 300 | Whoa, this spiraled quick. | 哇,这个螺旋状快速。 |
| 301 | Boy, that escalated quickly. | 孩子,这迅速升级。 |
| 302 | I mean, that really got out of hand fast. | 我的意思是,这真的得到了 手很快。 |
| 303 | So he went from two weeks before the first time, tried it. | 所以他从第一次前两周开始尝试 |
| 304 | No, I'm not going to do it again. | 不,我不会再这么做了 |
| 305 | Everyone in the comments was telling him, you're dumb. | 在评论中每个人都告诉他,你是愚蠢的。 |
| 306 | Why would you do this? | 你为什么要这么做? |
| 307 | Everyone was kind of shitting on him, clowning on him, | 每个人都在对他大便 嘲笑他 |
| 308 | telling him he's going to be a drug addict, all this stuff. | 告诉他他会是个瘾君子 这一切 |
| 309 | Two weeks later, he's going with draws. | 两周后,他带着画画去 |
| 310 | And now he's asking for help. | 今则求救. |
| 311 | He wants help. | 他想帮忙 |
| 312 | Damn, dude. | 该死的,伙计。 |
| 313 | And now he's pleading for help, dude, in the comments. | 现在他在评论中请求帮助 |
| 314 | Oh, this is sad. | 哦,这是可悲的。 |
| 315 | This is like literally watching someone's life crumble away in real time. | 这就像看着一个人的 生活崩溃实时。 |
| 316 | 1000 comment update. | 1000评论更新. |
| 317 | Fuck my life. | 去他妈的我的生活。 |
| 318 | I wish I was trolling and this was all some elaborate lie. | 真希望我是在捣蛋 这都是精心编造的谎言 |
| 319 | I was doing everything right, have been clean, | 我所做的一切是正确的, 一直干净, |
| 320 | and somehow a rumor got out that I've been using. | 不知怎么传出谣言说我一直在用 |
| 321 | And my girlfriend found out and she basically broke up with me last night, | 我女朋友发现 她昨晚基本上和我分手了 |
| 322 | but is now putting the decision on hold. | 但现在决定被搁置 |
| 323 | I have some serious unrelated business slash work I need to attend to in two hours. | 我有两个小时后要处理一些 无关紧要的工作 |
| 324 | And I don't know if I'll be in any state to be able to and be ready. | 且不知在任何一州,能及并备. |
| 325 | I can't stop crying. | 我无法停止哭泣。 |
| 326 | Fuck. | 他妈的。 |
| 327 | Fuck my life. | 去他妈的我的生活。 |
| 328 | I guess I don't need to say that since pretty much fucked my life for me. | 我想我不必说,因为我几乎 性交我的生活对我来说。 |
| 329 | And under two weeks, I just want to die. | 不到两周 我就想死 |
| 330 | Oh my God, dude. | 哦,我的上帝,伙计。 |
| 331 | Oh my gosh. | 天呐 |
| 332 | This is bad, dude. | 这很糟糕,伙计。 |
| 333 | Oh, dude, this spiraled so quick. | 哦,伙计,这个螺旋 这么快。 |
| 334 | Okay, let me just check some comments real quick. | 好吧,让我检查一些评论 非常快。 |
| 335 | So once the no verbal assaults from me, | 因此,一旦没有 从我口头攻击, |
| 336 | you've made a decision that you'll have to live with. | 你做了一个决定,你必须忍受。 |
| 337 | I hope you're okay and can get free of H. | 我希望你没事 并且可以摆脱H。 |
| 338 | I hope so too. | 我也希望这样 |
| 339 | I saw your first post and honestly, it made me want to try H, but I knew better. | 我看到你的第一个帖子 老实说 让我想试试H 但我更清楚 |
| 340 | Now I'm seeing this post and I'm close to tears. | 现在,我看到这个帖子,我快哭了。 |
| 341 | Please, for your own good, get help. | 请,为你好,寻求帮助。 |
| 342 | This is serious shit that you're in. | 这是严重的狗屎 你英寸 |
| 343 | This is such an intense story. | 这是一个如此激烈的故事。 |
| 344 | I just feel like I should tell you that this is not forgettable | 我只是觉得我应该告诉你,这不是忘不了的 |
| 345 | and it cannot be right without taking something without me taking something from it. | 而不让我从中夺走一些东西 是不对的 |
| 346 | That was a tongue twister. | 这是一个舌头扭。 |
| 347 | I feel like now a lot of people are really like, | 我觉得现在很多人真的喜欢, |
| 348 | are feeling bad for him and want to support him and want to try to help him out. | 想要支持他 想帮他 |
| 349 | A lot of people have been giving their own personal stories, | 很多人一直在讲述自己的个人故事, |
| 350 | but I'll read that at the end. | 但我会读到最后。 |
| 351 | I'll read their stories at the end because I just want to like get into his story | 我最后会读他们的故事 因为我只想了解他的故事 |
| 352 | and finish his story. | 并完成他的故事。 |
| 353 | 去过NA。 | |
| 354 | I shared my story and it seemed to hit a lot of people. | 我分享了我的故事,它似乎打击了很多人。 |
| 355 | I cried. | 我哭了起来。 |
| 356 | I got a lot of support and numbers and feel like I'm in a good place | 我得到了很多的支持和数字 感觉我在一个好地方 |
| 357 | and truly believe I never have to use again. | 并真正相信 我再也不用使用。 |
| 358 | I will be going back. | 我会回去的 |
| 359 | Update number whatever. | 随时随地更新号码 |
| 360 | I slept for about 30 hours. | 我睡了大约30小时 |
| 361 | Sweat on my entire body and now I feel okay. | 全身汗湿,现在我感觉很好。 |
| 362 | I also took a shit for the first time in like a week, which was pretty awesome. | 我还第一次拉屎 像一个星期, 这是相当真棒。 |
| 363 | I can't stop this on my own. | 我一个人阻止不了 |
| 364 | I don't even think I need NA, but I'm not ruling it out. | 我什至认为我不需要NA, 但我没有排除它。 |
| 365 | I have no craving or desire to do H. | 我并不想做H的事业 |
| 366 | I'm sure some of you will be quick to say I need real support | 我相信你们有些人会很快说 我需要真正的支持 |
| 367 | and maybe you're right, but right now I think I'll be okay. | 也许你是对的 但现在我想我会没事的 |
| 368 | New update. | 新更新. |
| 369 | I appreciate all the genuine concern and advice. | 我感谢所有真正的关切和建议。 |
| 370 | I finished my stash. | 我完成了我的藏品。 |
| 371 | Bad idea, but too late. | 坏主意,但为时已晚。 |
| 372 | Throw out my needles and I'm too fated to respond to comments for now. | 抛出我的针,我太注定 现在无法回应的评论。 |
| 373 | When I sober up in a couple hours, I'll check out some NA meetings. | 几小时后我清醒了 我会去参加NA会议 |
| 374 | Oh, so he sounded like he was doing good. | 哦,所以他听起来像他做得很好。 |
| 375 | He's like, I don't need any more support. | 他就像, 我不需要任何支持。 |
| 376 | And then he does his stash. | 然后他做了他的藏货。 |
| 377 | He needs professional help. | 他需要专业的帮助。 |
| 378 | Like he needs like a support group and a system and like people around him | 就像他需要一个支持小组和系统 像周围的人 |
| 379 | that know, understand what he's going through and won't judge him, | 你知道,明白他正在经历什么 并且不会评判他, |
| 380 | but we'll just help him, you know. | 但我们只是帮助他,你知道的。 |
| 381 | Judging him and that won't do anything for him. | 判断他,那不会为他做任何事情。 |
| 382 | It won't help him. | 这对他没有帮助 |
| 383 | You just need support and help to get out of it. | 你只需要支持和帮助才能摆脱困境 |
| 384 | Edit. | 编辑。 |
| 385 | I nodded off after taking another hit at 4 a.m. | 我凌晨4点又被击中了 |
| 386 | He's fully, fully addicted. | 他完全,完全上瘾。 |
| 387 | And couldn't be bothered to look at this anymore | 再也不会烦心看这个了 |
| 388 | and just woke up sore with a headache. | 醒来时头痛 |
| 389 | For those of you who think I'm a troll, | 对于你们这些认为我是巨魔的人, |
| 390 | because I can do H and type well with good grammar, F off. | 因为我能做H 和打字好 用好的语法,F关闭。 |
| 391 | It's not that hard if you type slowly and carefully without looking at the screen. | 如果你不看屏幕就慢慢仔细地打字,那就没那么难了. |
| 392 | The screen is a blur and too bright and it's challenging, | 屏幕是模糊的,太亮了,它具有挑战性 |
| 393 | but I would rather post coherently than like an idiot. | 但我宁愿保持连贯 而不是像个白痴 |
| 394 | I know it's hard to believe someone dumb enough to do H is intelligent in other regards. | 我知道很难相信一个蠢到能做H的人 在其他方面很聪明 |
| 395 | Because he seemed like an intelligent person to start off with, | 因为他看起来是个聪明人 首先, |
| 396 | but I guess he was like a thrill seeker and he was bored. | 但我猜他就像一个刺激的寻求者 他无聊。 |
| 397 | So he decided to do H. | 所以他决定做H. |
| 398 | Crazy. | 疯了 |
| 399 | Comments disintegrated into mindless bandwagon accusations of being a troll. | 评论分解为无意识的乐队 指责是巨魔。 |
| 400 | I wanted to engage in a discussion and know I need help and my mind isn't exactly right. | 我想参与一个讨论, 并且知道我需要帮助 我的头脑是不完全正确的。 |
| 401 | I'll sift through the posts and respond to the genuine ones once I feel better. | 我会通过帖子筛选出来,一旦感觉好点,就对真品作出回应. |
| 402 | For people calling fake, is this enough proof for you? | 对于人们叫假, 这是足够的证据给你? |
| 403 | You want to see my track marks too? | 你也想看我的脚印吗? |
| 404 | They're not pretty and this is under 24 hours after first shooting up. | 他们不漂亮,这是 不到24小时后第一次射击。 |
| 405 | I'm not proud of any of this and posted it here because I can't tell anyone in my life | 我对这一切不感到骄傲,并把它贴在这里 因为我不能告诉任何人在我的生活中 |
| 406 | and don't want to keep it to myself. | 不想让自己知道 |
| 407 | I figured doing another IAMA would give me the opportunity to talk about my issues | 我想再做一次IAMA会给我机会来谈谈我的问题 |
| 408 | anonymous anonymously and help realize the extent of my problem through feedback. | 匿名通过反馈帮助了解我的问题程度。 |
| 409 | The a-hole saying this is all fake trolling can fuck themselves. | 说这都是假的巨怪可以操自己 |
| 410 | People can post about being prostitutes and all sorts of things that harm a large number | 人们可以贴出 妓女和各种伤害 大量的东西 |
| 411 | of other people but dismiss someone on the track to becoming an addict who needs help | 其他人,但解雇了 正在成为瘾君子的人 谁需要帮助 |
| 412 | and just wants to talk and maybe help some other people from forming the same mistakes. | 只是想谈谈 也许能帮助其他人 避免犯同样的错误 |
| 413 | I appreciate the people giving legitimate advice and asking questions. | 我很感激人们给出合理建议和提问。 |
| 414 | I'm going to the next NA meeting I can find. | 我要去下一届NA会议 我可以找到。 |
| 415 | Dude, I'm invested. | 老兄,我投资。 |
| 416 | So let's just keep reading. | 所以,让我们只是继续阅读。 |
| 417 | Let's just keep reading. | 我们继续读吧 |
| 418 | We'll read the comments after. | 之后再读评论. |
| 419 | I know there will be a lot of people telling me I told you so. | 我知道会有很多人告诉我我告诉你的 |
| 420 | Yeah, dude, the first post, hell of people were just saying I told you so | 是啊,伙计,第一个帖子,地狱的人只是说,我告诉你这样 |
| 421 | and urging me to seek help and they are right. | 并且劝我寻求帮助 他们是对的 |
| 422 | That's all good. | 这一切都很好。 |
| 423 | And trust me, I know the danger I am in of ruining my life. | 相信我,我知道我毁了我的生活有多危险 |
| 424 | But let's please keep this an AMA first and foremost, dude. | 但首先让我们保持这个AMA,伙计。 |
| 425 | I like it how throughout this whole saga, he's consistently just kept the AMA thing. | 我喜欢他一直把AMA的事 一直保留下来 |
| 426 | He's just really like set on that eight, but keep it AMA. | 他真的喜欢 设置在那8,但保持它的AMA。 |
| 427 | Fucking serious. | 他妈的严重。 |
| 428 | This is no joke. | 这不是开玩笑。 |
| 429 | I'll be checking out an NA meeting this week and I know I'm on the fast track to becoming | 我这周会去参加NA会议 我知道我正在快速成为 |
| 430 | and I want to stop it before it gets out of control and I'm physically addicted. | 我想在它失控之前阻止它 我身体上瘾了 |
| 431 | No one in my life can know about this and I want to stop before it's too late. | 我生命中没有人知道这件事 我想在为时已晚之前停下来 |
| 432 | I've been using for two to three day periods and then taking a couple days off and then using again. | 我用了2到3天的时间 然后休息几天 然后又用 |
| 433 | How does he function at work and stuff? | 他在工作什么的方面如何运作? |
| 434 | Because by the sounds of it, I don't know much about H, | 因为从声音来看 我对H不太了解 |
| 435 | but it sounds like it lasts a long time. | 但听起来很长一段时间 |
| 436 | Like how is he able to work? | 他怎么会工作? |
| 437 | I guess it's at night so he's not sleeping, which is also is going to deteriorate his health. | 我猜是在晚上 所以他不睡觉 这也会恶化他的健康状况 |
| 438 | The brakes were in part to try not to get hooked and in part because I had an | 刹车部分是为了不上钩 部分是因为我有一个 |
| 439 | unreliable dealer who charged me more than double what I should be paying. | 不可靠的经销商 谁收了我两倍多的价钱 |
| 440 | I got ripped off several times when I tried to buy off the street. | 我试图从街上买东西的时候被抢走了好几次 |
| 441 | My former dealer is the guy who I first bought from. | 我之前的经销商是我先买的 |
| 442 | Today I met a guy through some internet channels who said he could get bundles, | 今天我通过一些网络渠道遇到一个家伙 他说他可以得到捆绑, |
| 443 | 10 small bags of H for significantly less than half the price my old dealer gave me | 10个小袋的H 大大低于老庄家给我的价钱的一半 |
| 444 | on his most fair deal. | 在他的最公平交易。 |
| 445 | He also happened to be an IV user and had a stash of sealed needles and supplies and offered to | 他还碰巧是IV用户,并藏有密封的针头和用品,并主动提议 |
| 446 | shoot me up. | 开枪打我 |
| 447 | This just sounds like so terrible, dude. | 这听起来很可怕,伙计。 |
| 448 | I had kind of hoped I would find someone who would | 我本来想找个人 |
| 449 | and he was a pro finding my small hidden veins and injecting a bag in one shot. | 他是一个职业 发现我的小 隐藏的血管 和注射袋在一个镜头。 |
| 450 | To quote Trainspotting, | 引用列车投注, |
| 451 | take the best orgasm you've ever had, multiply by a thousand and you're still nowhere near it. | 乘以一千倍的高潮,你离它还很远 |
| 452 | Bro, it's not even worth it, dude. | 兄弟,这根本不值得,伙计。 |
| 453 | It's not. | 这不是。 |
| 454 | It does not sound like it's worth it, dude. | 这听起来不值得,伙计。 |
| 455 | This sounds so terrible. | 这听起来太可怕了。 |
| 456 | Like addiction is no joke. | 像上瘾不是笑话。 |
| 457 | It doesn't matter how good it feels, how like you fork everything is. | 感觉有多好,什么样的叉子都无所谓 |
| 458 | It's not reality. | 这不是现实 |
| 459 | It's just a temporary state of mind where you're feeling pleasure. | 这只是一种暂时的状态,你感到快乐。 |
| 460 | It's not real. | 非实相. |
| 461 | What goes up must come down. | 升迁之事必降. |
| 462 | So then you'll come down back to normal and then to feel that high again, | 然后你会回到正常状态,然后再次感觉到那高处, |
| 463 | you're going to keep on using and keep on using and that's how you get addicted. | 你会继续使用和继续使用 这就是你如何上瘾。 |
| 464 | He gave me some new needles and tourniquets and when I got home, I tried to do it myself. | 他给了我一些新的针和止血带 当我回家时,我试图自己做。 |
| 465 | After not hitting a vein countless times, I finally got a red flag and was good to go. | 在没有打过无数次的静脉之后,我终于得到了一面红旗,并且是很好的去。 |
| 466 | I had injected five bags since 4 p.m. | 我从下午4点起就注射了五袋 |
| 467 | The last one was a little less than an hour ago and I'm tempted to do one more. | 最后一个是不到一个小时前 我想再做一个 |
| 468 | AMA, forgive me for any delays if I nod off. | AMA,原谅我 任何延迟,如果我点头。 |
| 469 | I tried heroin a month ago, made an AMA, got addicted and started injecting | 一个月前我尝试了海洛因 做了AMA 上瘾 开始注射 |
| 470 | and just started suboxone treatment. | 刚开始治疗亚氧酮 |
| 471 | AMA, October 10th, 2009. | AMA,2009年10月10日 (英语). |
| 472 | It started around September. | 9月左右开始. |
| 473 | Now it's October. | 现在十月. |
| 474 | A couple months later. | 几个月后 |
| 475 | Yeah, a month ago. | 是啊,一个月前。 |
| 476 | Edit. | 编辑。 |
| 477 | This one failed due to a host calling me a lying troll. | 这个失败是因为一个主播叫我说谎的巨怪 |
| 478 | I'll try again and post proof up front. | 我会再次尝试 并张贴证据前面。 |
| 479 | I am a patient in a psychiatric hospital. | 我是精神病医院的病人 |
| 480 | I was also technically dead last week. | 我上周也在技术上死了 |
| 481 | AMA, October 25th, 2010. | AMA,2010年10月25日 (英语). |
| 482 | This is like a year later. | 这就像一年之后。 |
| 483 | I'm at one of the nation's finest hospitals and get internet access in 30 minute intervals | 我现在是全国最好的医院之一 每隔30分钟就能上网 |
| 484 | before having to restart my browser session, which is kind of annoying. | 在重新启动我的浏览器会话之前, 这有点烦人。 |
| 485 | Along with the pesky web filter, I will be very grateful if anyone can help me get around it. | 如果有人能帮我绕过它 我会很感激的 |
| 486 | All proxies I've tried are blocked. | 我尝试过的所有代理人都被封锁了 |
| 487 | If you are reading this and know me, you probably already know who I am. | 如果你读了这个并了解我 你可能已经知道我是谁了 |
| 488 | 阿玛 AMA. | |
| 489 | I can't believe it has been over a year since I discovered H and did the AMAs on here. | 真不敢相信我发现H 做了AMA已经一年多了 |
| 490 | After first trying it and several months later, | 刚尝试过几个月后 |
| 491 | time flies when you're an addict. | 你上瘾的时候时间会飞逝 |
| 492 | That's crazy. | 这太疯狂了 |
| 493 | I am a heroin, opioid, multi-substance active addict with bipolar disorder. | 我是一个海洛因,类阿片,多物质 活跃的瘾君子 双极障碍。 |
| 494 | Headed to rehab tomorrow because I didn't listen to Reddit. | 我明天去戒毒所是因为我不听Reddit的话 |
| 495 | I OD'd one week ago and I'm in a psychiatric hospital. | 一周前我吸毒了,现在在精神病院 |
| 496 | AMA, October 27th, 2010. | AMA,2010年10月27日 (英语). |
| 497 | Two days later. | 两天后 |
| 498 | It went from like 0 to 100 really, really quick. | 它从0到100 真正,非常快。 |
| 499 | Okay, let's read some comments for this updated post. | 好吧,让我们读一些评论 对于这个更新的帖子。 |
| 500 | Oh dear, I'm an IV morphine addict so I know where you're coming from. | 哦,亲爱的,我是一个IV吗啡瘾君子 所以我知道你来自哪里。 |
| 501 | In my opinion, there's no going back now. | 在我看来,现在已经没有回头路了. |
| 502 | You're going to be in for one hell of a ride. | 你将进入地狱的旅程。 |
| 503 | So you found heroin? | 你找到海洛因了吗? |
| 504 | You know you like it. | 你知道你喜欢它。 |
| 505 | Hell, you love it. | 地狱,你喜欢它。 |
| 506 | Like the chase, like the catch, like the high. | 像追逐,像捕捉,像高。 |
| 507 | Opioids are like kissing God and once you have tried them, there's no going back. | 类阿片就像亲吻上帝 一旦你尝试过 就没有回头路了 |
| 508 | If you don't clean up now or clean up soon within a month, this is what you can expect. | 如果你现在不清理 或在一个月内很快清理, 这是你可以期望的。 |
| 509 | Don't do drugs ever. | 永远不要吸毒 |
| 510 | Let's read what he can expect now. | 让我们看看他现在能期待什么 |
| 511 | After a few days of continuous use, you will become physically dependent. | 在连续使用数天后,您将开始依赖身体。 |
| 512 | The withdrawals from opioids are like the high but turn inside out. | 从类阿片中提取的药量像高的,但会从里面出来。 |
| 513 | So it's like instead of a thousand times orgasm, it's like a thousand times | 所以,它就像千倍的高潮, 它就像千倍的高潮 |
| 514 | the opposite of that, I guess pain. | 恰恰相反,我猜疼痛。 |
| 515 | Imagine how much pleasure you get when you push the plunger all the way out | 想象一下,你得到多少乐趣 当你推 冲出一路 |
| 516 | and you feel the smack hit your brain and you just melt. | 你会觉得你脑海中了一拳 然后就融化了 |
| 517 | Now turn it inside out. | 现在把它打开 |
| 518 | You can expect to be pissing out of your ass, freezing cold. | 你可以期待 尿出你的屁股, 冷冻。 |
| 519 | Muscle and bones will feel like they're breaking and spontaneously combusting. | 肌肉和骨头会感觉像在断裂和自燃. |
| 520 | No sleep, severe depression and ideas of suicide. | 没有睡眠, 严重的抑郁症和自杀的想法。 |
| 521 | The list goes on. | 名单继续。 |
| 522 | Second, be prepared to lose everything that you have. | 第二,准备好失去你所拥有的一切 |
| 523 | You will lose your job, your family, your friends, your possessions, your apartment, everything. | 你会失去你的工作,你的家人,你的朋友,你的财产,你的公寓,一切。 |
| 524 | The longer you keep going, the more you lose. | 你持续的时间越长,就越输。 |
| 525 | Eventually, once you've lost all your possessions in the physical realm, | 最后,一旦你失去了你所有的财产 在物理领域, |
| 526 | then the smack will take your soul with it. | 那样一拳就会夺走你的灵魂 |
| 527 | You will be a cardboard cutout of your former self. | 你将是一个纸板切割 你以前的自己。 |
| 528 | This is exactly how I felt in the depths of using the lights were on, but nobody was home. | 这就是我在使用灯光的深处的感觉 但没人在家 |
| 529 | Just an empty shell full of smack. | 只是一个空壳充斥着一击。 |
| 530 | There is a very likely chance you will die. | 你很可能会死 |
| 531 | There is a very likely chance you will end up in prison. | 你很可能会坐牢 |
| 532 | There is a very likely chance that you will end up in a hospital. | 你很可能会死在医院里 |
| 533 | You will continue to be ripped off to no end. | 你会继续被撕裂 直到没有结束。 |
| 534 | There are no friendly or honest dealers. | 没有友好和诚实的经销商。 |
| 535 | You will go places you thought you would never go. | 你会去你以为永远不会去的地方 |
| 536 | So buckle up and enjoy the ride. | 系好安全带,享受旅程 |
| 537 | You are now a junkie. | 你现在是个瘾君子了 |
| 538 | Welcome to my life. | 欢迎来到我的生活。 |
| 539 | Here's what has helped me. | 这是帮助我的原因 |
| 540 | 去找NA吧 去找她 Go to NA. | |
| 541 | I am an atheist and I go to NA. | 我是一个无神论者,我去了NA。 |
| 542 | Keep an open mind and listen to what people have to say. | 保持开放的心态,倾听人们的言论. |
| 543 | They are likely the only people who will truly understand you and be able to help you. | 他们可能是唯一能真正理解你并能帮助你的人。 |
| 544 | Don't hang out with any other drug users. | 别跟其他吸毒者混 |
| 545 | This seems really obvious, but I have disobeyed this rule time and time again and ended up | 这似乎真的很明显,但我一再违反这个规则,结果 |
| 546 | relapsing each time and each time coming closer and closer to dying. | 一次又一次地 一次又一次地靠近死亡 |
| 547 | Think about the need to get into a substitute program. | 想想需要进入一个替代程序。 |
| 548 | If you find yourself using for a longer period than six months, | 如果你发现自己使用的时间超过6个月, |
| 549 | methadone slash suboxone may be the best solution to help you resume a normal life | 美沙酮斜线亚氧化酮可能是帮助你恢复正常生活的最好办法 |
| 550 | and keep that monkey off your back. | 让那只猴子远离你 |
| 551 | I have been on suboxone for one and a half years. | 我已经服用亚氧化物一年半了 |
| 552 | It works if you take it. | 你拿的话就有用了 |
| 553 | Oh, dude. | 哦,伙计。 |
| 554 | It sounds like he went off the deep end and he's just in a terrible, terrible situation now. | 听起来他已经彻底崩溃了 他现在的处境非常糟糕 |
| 555 | Okay, let's continue. | 好吧,让我们继续。 |
| 556 | New Ask Me Anything. | 新问甚么. |
| 557 | Tomorrow, I leave the psychiatric unit to go to a substance abuse unit for a couple | 明日,我离开精神科 去一个药物滥用科一对夫妇 |
| 558 | weeks before heading to a long-term residential rehab program. | 在进入长期疗养计划前几周 |
| 559 | I was technically dead from a fentanyl overdose last week and was revived with multiple shots | 从技术上讲,我上周死于过量的芬太尼 被多次枪弹打醒 |
| 560 | of Narcan. | 纳坎 |
| 561 | If I was found 10 minutes later, I would have been dead for good, according to EMS. | 如果10分钟后被发现 我早就死了 根据EMS |
| 562 | Reddit warned me I would become an addict when I did an AMA a little over a year ago | Reddit警告我一年多前做AMA时 我就会上瘾 |
| 563 | after first trying heroin. | 在第一次尝试海洛因之后 |
| 564 | Needless to say, I didn't listen and I'm paying the consequences. | 不用说,我没听,我要付出代价 |
| 565 | Whether or not it would have made a difference is questionable considering my personality. | 从我的个性来看,它是否会有所改变是值得怀疑的。 |
| 566 | A staggered number of bipolar people become addicts. | 交错的两极人成为瘾君子. |
| 567 | This is my third extremely close encounter with death from drugs in the last year. | 这是我去年第三次与死于毒品的遭遇 |
| 568 | I've done more than you probably know exists. | 我所做的比你想象的还要多 |
| 569 | This is my third chance at life and I don't know if I'll get any more. | 这是我人生的第三个机会 我不知道我还会得到什么 |
| 570 | Ask Me Anything. | 问我什么。 |
| 571 | Edit. | 编辑。 |
| 572 | I get transferred to the rehab unit in like an hour, | 我一个小时后被调到康复室 |
| 573 | which is open door and has a lot of freedom and even nicer than this unit. | 这是敞开的大门, 有很多自由 甚至比这个单位更好。 |
| 574 | Okay, let's read some comments. | 好吧,让我们读一些评论。 |
| 575 | Question about using in general. | 关于一般使用的问题。 |
| 576 | I don't use opioids, but I find myself with other substances I use terrifying in my head. | 我不使用类阿片, 但我发现自己与其他物质 我使用恐怖在我的头上。 |
| 577 | That it's okay and that I'm in control. | 没关系,我控制了一切 |
| 578 | Is that the plight of an addict or could you actually be in control? | 这是瘾君子的困境 还是你能真正控制? |
| 579 | Did you find yourself doing the same thing? | 你发现自己做同样的事情吗? |
| 580 | Also, best of luck to you, man. | 还有 祝你好运 伙计 |
| 581 | Glad you're still alive. | 很高兴你还活着 |
| 582 | Opie replied, it can be either, but usually it means you are headed to addiction land. | Opie回答说,它可以是要么, 但通常它意味着你去瘾君子土地。 |
| 583 | If you find yourself using drugs as a reward for finishing work or setting up conditions in your | 如果你发现自己使用毒品 作为奖励 完成工作或设置条件 在你的 |
| 584 | head where you say you can use if you do such and such or you can use a group of substances, | 头部,你说你可以使用 如果你这样做和这样 或者你可以使用一组物质, |
| 585 | but not others, or if you find yourself limiting, | 但不是别人, 或者如果你发现自己限制, |
| 586 | you're used to a certain number of times per month or week. | 你习惯了每月或每周的一定次数。 |
| 587 | You were on the path to become fucked. | 你是在路上变得性交。 |
| 588 | The only variable is how long you have before those rules get bent and how long it will take. | 唯一的变数是,在那些规则被弯曲之前,你还有多长时间,需要多长时间。 |
| 589 | Opie is pretty much saying you are never actually in control. | Opie几乎是说 你从来没有真正控制。 |
| 590 | It's the substance that's in control. | 是物质所控. |
| 591 | You might feel like you're in control, but that's just a temporary illusion because eventually | 你可能觉得自己在控制, 但这只是一个暂时的幻觉,因为最终 |
| 592 | your world will come crashing in if you continue. | 如果你继续的话 你的世界会崩溃的 |
| 593 | A lot of people in the comments are just wishing him luck with his treatment and his rehab. | 评论中很多人只是祝他治疗和康复顺利. |
| 594 | People aren't really asking questions. | 人们不会问问题 |
| 595 | They're like, no questions, but just good luck. | 他们喜欢,没有问题, 但只是好运。 |
| 596 | Okay, let's continue. | 好吧,让我们继续。 |
| 597 | Spontaneous age, seven years later. | 自发年龄,7年后. |
| 598 | Update for anyone who stumbles upon this account in the future | 任何在将来发现这个帐户的人的最新消息 |
| 599 | across the span of 17 years, this story. | 这个故事持续了17年 |
| 600 | This is crazy. | 这太疯狂了 |
| 601 | I don't know. | 师曰. |
| 602 | This is seven years later, though. | 今虽七年后. |
| 603 | I don't know if anyone here remembers me, | 我不知道这里有没有人记得我 |
| 604 | but you can look through my submissions history and get an idea. | 但你可以看看我的呈文历史 并获得一个想法。 |
| 605 | It's not pretty and will take you through a journey of my first time trying age | 它不漂亮,会带你经历 我第一次尝试年龄的旅程 |
| 606 | to my life quickly falling apart. | 我的生命迅速崩溃 |
| 607 | So take that as warning. | 所以把这当作警告 |
| 608 | It's graphic. | 是图画. |
| 609 | I was totally out of my mind and you may not want to read it depending on where you're at. | 我完全疯了,你可能不想读 取决于你在哪里。 |
| 610 | This is the first time I've logged into this account in a couple of years | 这是我两年来第一次登录这个账户 |
| 611 | and I had a bunch of PMs. | 我还有一堆首相 |
| 612 | People occasionally mentioned this account in various places on Reddit. | 人们偶尔会在Reddit上的各个地方提到这个账户. |
| 613 | So I'll post a quick update here for anyone who stumbles upon this in the future. | 所以,我会在这里发布一个快速更新 在这里,任何人谁 偶然发现这一点在未来。 |
| 614 | I'm now almost six years clean from all drugs and alcohol and life is good. | 我几乎六年没吸毒 酗酒 生活也好 |
| 615 | That is great, great news. | 这是伟大的,伟大的消息。 |
| 616 | I'm really I'm glad to because that it was bad. | 我真的很高兴,因为那是不好的。 |
| 617 | It was bad. | 这是不好的。 |
| 618 | It's too difficult for me to go back and even read most of what I originally wrote seven years ago. | 这对我来说太难了,回去 甚至读了我七年前写的大部分。 |
| 619 | Maybe one day I'll be able to. | 也许有一天,我可以。 |
| 620 | I don't even remember what I said in the first post, | 我甚至不记得我在第一篇文章里说了什么 |
| 621 | but I know I can look back objectively and say that things probably weren't as good | 但我知道,我可以客观地回顾 并说事情可能不是那么好 |
| 622 | and normal before I tried age that time as I made it seem in that first post. | 和正常之前,我尝试年龄 那时间,我把它看起来 在第一个职位。 |
| 623 | There were certainly warning signs before that with alcohol, | 在那之前,有许多警告者, |
| 624 | weed and other things that I had issues with substances, | 杂草和我有问题的东西 与物质, |
| 625 | although I probably couldn't admit it to myself at the time. | 虽然我当时可能无法承认 |
| 626 | I would have never tried it if things were truly going well for me. | 如果事情真的顺利的话 我绝不会尝试的 |
| 627 | What followed in later posts with where it took me was very real. | 在后来的帖子上, |
| 628 | Thanks for everyone who has reached out over the years. | 感谢大家 这些年来接触。 |
| 629 | I hope everyone here is able to recover and get the help they need. | 我希望在座的每个人都能康复并获得所需的帮助. |
| 630 | Let's read some comments. | 让我们看看一些评论。 |
| 631 | Glad you're clean bro. | 很高兴你这么干净 |
| 632 | Seven years is a long time. | 七年为长. |
| 633 | Congrats. | 恭贺. |
| 634 | Stay strong and clean. | 坚固清净. |
| 635 | Don't dwell on the past too much and just look forward to the future. | 不要过多地纠缠过去,只是展望未来. |
| 636 | Hope you replied. | 希望你们能回答 |
| 637 | Thanks, man. | 谢谢 |
| 638 | To clarify, I'm just under six years clean, | 澄清一下,我只有不到六年干净, |
| 639 | a little over seven years since I first posted about on Reddit. | 自从我第一次在Reddit上发布消息 已经过了七年多了 |
| 640 | And yeah, sometimes I get a little down and out of it in recovery, | 是的,有时我得到 一点点下来,从它恢复, |
| 641 | but any problems I have now are nothing in comparison to the class of fuck that was my life using. | 但我现在遇到的任何问题 都与我用过的性爱类相比无足轻重 |
| 642 | Someone else commented, wow, I can't believe I'm seeing this. | 有人评论,哇,我不敢相信我看到这个。 |
| 643 | I remember your post very well. | 我非常记得你的职位 |
| 644 | I had never considered age until I read your post. | 我从来没有考虑过年龄 直到我读你的文章。 |
| 645 | I kind of want to give you a big fuck you because I can recall how thrilling, | 我有点想给你一个大操你 因为我记得有多刺激, |
| 646 | curious and excited it made me feel. | 好奇和兴奋 让我感觉。 |
| 647 | I agreed with you on everything you said. | 我同意你所说的一切 |
| 648 | It actually inspired me to go out and do the same thing. | 这实际上启发了我 出去做同样的事情。 |
| 649 | And now I'm here trying to just get past the acute withdrawals | 现在,我在这里试图 只是通过急性提取 |
| 650 | and you have six fucking years. | 而你有六年他妈的。 |
| 651 | It's really been seven years since that post. | 那职位已经7年了 |
| 652 | I don't know what else to say. | 我不知道还能说什么 |
| 653 | I'm just in shock from seeing this and speechless. | 我只是震惊地看到这个和无语。 |
| 654 | I know I blamed OP for my addiction in my post, | 我知道我责怪OP 因为我的上瘾在我的职位, |
| 655 | but I understand that the problem is really me and the result of my own decisions. | 但我知道问题真的是我 也是我自己决定的结果 |
| 656 | Wow. | 珃 |
| 657 | So this is a person that is still addicted and going through withdrawals. | 因此,这是一个仍然上瘾 并经历提取。 |
| 658 | OP replied, sorry, man, really? | OP回答,对不起,伙计,真的吗? |
| 659 | Yeah, it's crazy that that was seven years ago. | 7年前的事太疯狂了 |
| 660 | I hope you can find the help you need. | 我希望你能找到你需要的帮助 |
| 661 | Rehab and 12 steps saved my life. | 复与十二步救护. |
| 662 | I got lucky. | 我很幸运 |
| 663 | I was desperate and got dumped into a rehab that exposed me to meetings. | 我当时很绝望 被丢进戒毒所 暴露在会议中 |
| 664 | And from there, I got a sponsor and worked the steps, | 从那里,我得到了一个赞助商 并工作的步骤, |
| 665 | changed my life and broke the cycle of not being able to stay stopped. | 改变了我的生活 打破了无法停留的循环 |
| 666 | Oh, dude, curiosity killed the cat or whatever they say. | 哦,伙计,好奇心杀死了猫 或者他们说什么。 |
| 667 | That's insane. | 这是疯了。 |
| 668 | So at least we know one person was influenced by OP's original post. | 所以至少我们知道有一个人受到OP的原始帖子的影响. |
| 669 | And I assume since it was such a popular post, | 我想既然这个职位很受欢迎 |
| 670 | a lot of people were influenced by that going down the same road as OP. | 很多人都受到这个影响 跟OP一样 |
| 671 | And some of them are still struggling with that. | 他们中有些人仍在挣扎着 |
| 672 | Someone else commented, not even once. | 有人评论,甚至一次都没有。 |
| 673 | I was an addict for six and a half years. | 我上瘾六年半 |
| 674 | I reset my life since then. | 从那以后我又重塑了我的生活 |
| 675 | I wish I could have read your story once upon a time. | 我希望我能读过你的故事 |
| 676 | And after reading everything, I just want to say you're right. | 读完一切之后 我只想说你是对的 |
| 677 | Time flies when you're an addict. | 你上瘾的时候时间会飞逝 |
| 678 | I will share your story with anyone and everyone I come across who is struggling. | 我会跟任何人分享你的故事 和所有我遇到的在挣扎的人 |
| 679 | Thank you. | 谢谢 |
| 680 | Oh, my Lord, I just realized it's been exactly one year that I've been clean. | 哦,我的上帝,我刚意识到 这正好一年,我已经 干净。 |
| 681 | I'm literally crying right now. | 我现在在哭 |
| 682 | This is really sad. | 这真的很可悲。 |
| 683 | A lot of people are telling their own personal stories, | 很多人都在讲自己的个人故事 |
| 684 | getting addicted or either being influenced by OP. | 吸毒成瘾或受到OP的影响。 |
| 685 | So this is not just something that affected one person. | 所以这不仅仅是影响一个人的事情。 |
| 686 | It's a pretty pretty big thing. | 这是一个相当大的事情。 |
| 687 | But I think it's good we got an update eventually, | 但我觉得我们最终会得到最新消息 |
| 688 | even though it's seven years later, but we still have more updates. | 尽管已经过了七年了 但我们还有更多的新消息 |
| 689 | So let's keep let's keep reading. | 因此,让我们继续阅读。 |
| 690 | We're almost done. | 我们快结束了。 |
| 691 | It's been a while now. | 好久不见了 |
| 692 | This is twenty twenty one. | 这是21。 |
| 693 | So this is a lot a lot of years later. | 所以这是很多年后的事了。 |
| 694 | So this is four years after this post we just read. | 我们刚读完这篇文章已经四年了。 |
| 695 | This is not an AMA or anything exciting. | 这不是一个AMA或任何刺激。 |
| 696 | Really? | 真的吗? |
| 697 | I saw a disturbing and sad post about an opioid OD on our public freak out | 我看见一个令人不安的和悲伤的帖子 关于阿片OD 在我们的公众吓坏了。 |
| 698 | and was reminded to log in and check this. | 并被提醒登录和检查。 |
| 699 | I guess it's been over three years since I have checked this or posted anything. | 我大概已经三年多没查过 或发布过任何消息了 |
| 700 | I find this Reddit account pretty overwhelming. | 我发现这个Reddit账户 相当压倒一切。 |
| 701 | I'm just posting to let people know that I am still alive, clean and doing well. | 我只是张贴 让人们知道我还活着, 干净和做得很好。 |
| 702 | Thanks to everyone who has reached out in messages checking in over the past few years. | 多亏了过去几年里所有在留言中联系的人 |
| 703 | And I'm sorry I can't get back to you. | 亦叹不能复语. |
| 704 | Wow. | 珃 |
| 705 | So that's OP's last post. | 所以,这是OP的最后一个帖子。 |
| 706 | Let's read. | 师念曰. |
| 707 | Let's read some of the comments from from his last post. | 我们看看他最后一篇文章的一些评论。 |
| 708 | See where people are at. | 见人处处. |
| 709 | We haven't got an update since twenty twenty one. | 21号之后我们再也没有消息了 |
| 710 | But let's see. | 但是让我们看看。 |
| 711 | Let's see where people are at here. | 看看这里的人在哪 |
| 712 | It's great to hear from you. | 很高兴听到你的消息 |
| 713 | I'm very happy that you're clean. | 我很高兴你干净 |
| 714 | Do you have anything to tell people that may be addicted to drugs? | 你有什么话要告诉可能吸毒的人吗? |
| 715 | Not for me, but I have people I know that I'm a bit concerned about. | 对我来说不是 但我有我认识的人 我有点担心 |
| 716 | OP replied that's tough to answer since it depends on the person or situation. | OP回答说这很难回答,因为它取决于个人或情况. |
| 717 | People will resist help until they hit a point of desperation and already. | 人们会拒绝帮助 直到他们陷入绝望和已经。 |
| 718 | And anything you say outside of that is not going to do much and will probably just annoy them. | 你所说的一切 都无济于事 可能只会惹恼他们 |
| 719 | In general, I would just say to be supportive. | 总的来说,我只想说支持。 |
| 720 | If they indicate they have their own concerns and if an opportunity arises | 如果他们表示他们有自己的关切,如果出现机会 |
| 721 | where they want to seek treatment at that point, encourage them to do so. | 在那里,他们想寻求治疗,鼓励他们这样做。 |
| 722 | Some other people commented, you are the reason me and many of my friends have really opened eyes | 其他人说,你是我和很多朋友 真正睁开眼睛的原因 |
| 723 | about every drug in general. | 有关每种药物的一般。 |
| 724 | Thank you. | 谢谢 |
| 725 | Someone asked, do you hate the person that has given you heroin the first time? | 有人问,你讨厌第一次给你海洛因的人吗? |
| 726 | Do you view that as your own mistake that you had to make up for? | 你认为这是你自己的错误 你不得不弥补? |
| 727 | Do you give fault to yourself or them? | 你是自责还是自责? |
| 728 | OP replied, no, not at all. | 任择议定书答复说,没有,根本没有。 |
| 729 | I sought it out and was not coerced in any way to take it. | 我找了出来,没有被强迫去取。 |
| 730 | So OP, when he started this journey, when he first shot up, he was 24. | 所以,OP,当他开始这个旅程, 当他第一次拍摄时,他24岁。 |
| 731 | Now 17 years later, about he's around like 40, 41 years old. | 17年后 他大概40,41岁了 |
| 732 | So he's like a middle-aged man now. | 所以他现在像个中年人 |
| 733 | Let's read a couple more comments here. | 我们再读几篇评论 |
| 734 | Someone replied, I remember the first time I saw this thread years ago. | 有人回答,我记得几年前我第一次看到这个线。 |
| 735 | And back then, the top comment for his original thread about trying H | 那时候,他最初关于尝试H的线索的顶级评论 |
| 736 | was really eerie and foreshadowed the entire thread. | 并预示着整个线条 |
| 737 | Glad you had a great time. | 很高兴你玩得很开心 |
| 738 | Most do. | 大多数人都这样 |
| 739 | You have no idea what you've gotten yourself into. | 你不知道自己陷入了什么状况 |
| 740 | Yeah, a lot of people are just sharing their personal stories, | 是啊,很多人只是分享 他们的个人故事, |
| 741 | things they went through, how this is such a long thread | 他们经历的事情, 如何这是这么长的线 |
| 742 | and how it's like a sad story. | 和如何它像一个悲伤的故事。 |
| 743 | But at least in the end, OP was able to get the help he needed | 但至少最后 OP能够得到他需要的帮助 |
| 744 | and overcome his addiction. | 并克服他的毒瘾。 |
| 745 | Moral of the story, doesn't matter. | 故事的道德,无关紧要. |
| 746 | Like what is going on in your life, how difficult. | 就像你生活中发生的事,有多难 |
| 747 | Maybe you think drugs are like some sort of escape. | 也许你认为毒品就像某种逃跑 |
| 748 | Never do like any hard drugs, like any legal thing like that. | 永远不要喜欢任何硬药物, 像任何法律的事情,这样的。 |
| 749 | Yeah, alcohol is still bad for you. | 是啊,酒精对你还是不好。 |
| 750 | Smoking is still bad for you. | 抽烟对你还是不好 |
| 751 | But when you compare to something like this, it's just not equal, you know? | 但是,当你比较 类似的东西, 它只是不平等,你知道吗? |
| 752 | Because this destroys your life. | 因为这会毁了你的生活 |
| 753 | It destroys everyone around you, your friends, your family. | 它会摧毁你周围的每一个人 你的朋友 家人 |
| 754 | It destroys everything and you lose everything. | 它破坏一切,你失去一切。 |
| 755 | That being said, a lot of the time, like it starts with like, | 说来话长 就像开始的时候 |
| 756 | oh, I just like drinking and then you drink more. | 哦,我只是喜欢喝酒,然后你喝更多。 |
| 757 | But then you need a stronger fix and it just builds up. | 但是,你需要一个更强的固定 它只是积聚。 |
| 758 | So yeah, I guess be careful. | 所以,是的,我想要小心。 |
| 759 | Make sure you're surrounded by people that care about you | 确保你周围的人关心你 |
| 760 | and that want the best for you. | 也希望你得到最好的帮助 |
| 761 | And that would notice if something's going on and not judge you. | 如果有事情发生而不评判你 就会注意到 |
| 762 | Because that's, I think something really important. | 因为那是,我认为 事情真的很重要。 |
| 763 | People don't want to be judged or seen as like a bad person | 人们不想被看成坏人 |
| 764 | or someone doing bad things. | 或有人做坏事。 |
| 765 | So if you know someone like this in your life, | 如果你认识这样的人 |
| 766 | it's best to just help them get them out of it instead of judging | 最好还是帮助他们脱身 而不是判断 |
| 767 | because that judgment won't do anything, | 因为那个判决是没用的 |
| 768 | but probably push them to use more, you know? | 但也许要他们多用一点,你知道吗? |
| 769 | Anyway, I hope no one watching this ever, ever, ever | 无论如何,我希望没有人看 永远,永远,永远 |
| 770 | gets into any substances at all, ever and never gets addicted. | 进入任何物质, 永远,从来没有上瘾。 |
| 771 | That being said, I'll see you guys in the next video. | 说到这里,下次见 |
| 772 | Bye-bye. | 再见 |
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